And after all we put each other through, id drive on to the end with you.

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 02:10:32 GMT

anyone interested in purchasing a ps2? Its the new one. The skinny cute one. We played it once, and dont use it anymore so are trying to get rid of it. We'll even throw in GTA San Andreas. Let me know.

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 15:30:31 GMT

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 23:55:43 GMT

♥ COME JOIN ___vanityfucked ♥

Hrrmmph

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 16:29:36 GMT

11 people out of 66 on my friends list made the effort to add my new journal to their list. Prolly because people didnt think id would be serious about leaving this one? Or maybe youre just too lazy? Or maybe you dont want to read my stuff? FINE!!! I see how it is people.

ginifer <---there is is in case you just forgot. ;)

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 07:21:44 GMT

happy birthday to me?

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 21:47:29 GMT

Ok. So this lj is getting old. My life has changed dramtically since I first started this thing. I dont really write as much in here, and when I do, I hold back because Im too lazy to make the entry friends only. Well The time has come. A new journal for a new me. No holding back. This journal will be completly friends only. No exceptions. I am also not adding anyone. You want to read it, you can ask to be added, but Im not going to go out of my way to add people that might not even want to read it anyways. So the descion is up to you. Im not going to delete this journal, because the people I do have added on here I read regulary, Im addicted to my friends page. But as for this journal, and this time in my life. Its time to move on. See you on the other side. Or not.

ginifer

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 05:39:14 GMT

I just had a conversation with J.Lynn.Johnston. He is very nice.

Snow Day.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 00:07:37 GMT

So last night and today we ventured out into the cold and went to the snow covered hills by our house and us some fun. We went back out today because it was easier to see and there was still plenty of snow out. And though it seems as though my journal has become invisible I still decided to post the pics of our snow day for no one to see. Carry along now.

trying to make a snowman.

kebin sliding down the STREET outside our house. Hes the plow since whoever does our street is apparently not coming.

walls of snow.

Bed of the truck and the snow filled streets.

snow angel.

who would drive on this? wheres the plows??

i have no feet!!!

making snow angels.

snow in his pants.

yeah, yeah its cold.

home sweet home.

down the hill.

GiN

Can I go outside mom? Please? Can I?

Our lil town.

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 05:52:44 GMT

This is the problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but in actuality we
know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me
something you think you should know about me.

Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 05:11:17 GMT

Happy Birthday to my love fivecitydrive Everyone go wish him a happy 22nd. <33

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 22:21:54 GMT

Merry Christmas all. Hope everyone has a good one.

And please while everyone is having their special day, if you coould find the time in your heart to just think of Tony, and all the soilders that are fighting the war for us, and for them to come home safely soon. Its horrible they have to be somewhere like that On Christmas.

Enjoy your day all.

Merry Christmas to all, and to all a Good Night.

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 05:40:07 GMT

Hello everyone. Its been a few days. I just recieved my brand new digital camera from my mom for xmas. I love it. So I decided to post some really cute to date pics of my kitties, Pixel and Kupa. <3 More pics to come soon.</p>

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 07:15:37 GMT

Take the Quiz and build your portrait!

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 20:25:32 GMT

ok guys....i know i say this every year, but i am really sending xmas cards out! Every year I buy them and get addresses and then dont send them because i figure ill just give them to you, but this year I can. Im 3000 miles away!! So I promise I am sending them. Leave your address so I know where to send them to. <33 Dont worry this post is friends only so no one unknown will see your address, but if you still feel weird leaving it, email me at eightistwozeros@yahoo.com <3's to all.

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 08:30:49 GMT

With this trunk of ammunition too, Id end my days with you in a hail of bullets...

Im at a loss for words right now. Im not sure why. Reading through peoples thanksgiving "thankful for" list, and reading back on others people journals, makes me realize how much everything has changed in the past 3 or 4 years. I went through so much to be where I am now, some good some bad. Sometimes I want to go back and grab the hands of a few people and hold on tight just so I can still be holding thier hand now. Sometimes i think hey, I dont talk to anyone I was "best friends" with 3 years ago. Im good close friends with my ex, someone who I never thought I would speak to again, and oddly enough Id say hes my 3rd closest friend right now. Being as in Kevin is number one because of my boyfriend, And Luke is cleary Number one as my best friend in the world, and then Devin would be next...and I just find that odd and now Im getting off track. I dont know what Im thankful for because sometimes I just dont care about anyone except for myself. Thats sounds selfish right? Fuck it. EVERYONE feels like that at one point in their life. Sometimes I just think im extra selfish because sometimes I only do things to benefit myself, sometimes i purposly hurt people, and sometimes I just dont give a damn about anyone. But when it comes down to it I guess Im thankful for everything and everyone that has contributed in some way or another to getting me to where I am. Even if I dont talk to you anymore, even if I wasnt on your Thanksgiving list, even if yore not even reading this, or better yet if you are, and youre just not giving a damn, Thanks. Thanks for the pictures, and the words and the thoughts and the memories, thanks for at least one time or another meaning something to me and being a part of my life. Sometimes there are something I want to say to some people on my friends list. Sometimes I read my so called friends journals and think damn you are an idiot, but then that makes me that selfish person again. Sometimes I need to bust out with exactly what Im thinking about that person, as viggy once said "im not scared to voice my emotions" But I learned sometimes thats a bad thing so Ive learned to not say anything rather then say something someone doesnt want to hear. As much as I think this is my own journal to vent and be myself, it will never truely be that. Ive learned to deal with it. Just like Ive learned to deal with the fact that more then half the people reading this (or not) could give two shits about me. And thats ok. Really. Becaus emaybe I feel the same about you. Maybe I dont. When it all comes down to it, it doesnt matter. I love where I am right now, I love my job, I love Kat and Jackie and James and Rob, I love my boyfriend, I love luke, basically I love the things that I need to right now. And all that matters is that each and everyone of you have made me at least some part who I am today, and I want to say thank you. And I love you. And at least at one point in my life, Ill have really meant that. Hope everyone had a wonderful holiday.

Sorry for the post that probably 98.9% of made no sence what so ever.

The user on the bottom made the template but I changed the words.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 21:31:09 GMT

Im grateful for My Chemical Romance.
Made by: solongastoria71.

everyone do this for me pleeeeease. pouty face

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 03:36:19 GMT

::x:: Are we friends?
::x:: When and how did we meet?
::x:: How have I affected you?
::x:: What do you think of me?
::x:: What's the fondest memory you have of me?
::x:: How long do you think we will be friends?
::x:: Do you love me?
::x:: Do you have a crush on me?
::x:: Would you kiss me?
::x:: Would you hug me?
::x:: Physically, what stands out?
::x:: Emotionally, what stands out?
::x:: Do you wish I was cooler?
::x:: On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
::x:: Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
::x:: Am I loveable?
::x:: How long have you known me?
::x:: Describe me in one word.
::x:: What was your first impression?
::x:: Do you still think that way about me now?
::x:: What do you think my weakness is?
::x:: Do you think I'll get married?
::x:: What makes me happy?
::x:: What makes me sad?
::x:: What reminds you of me?
::x:: If you could give me anything what would it be?
::x:: How well do you know me?
::x:: When's the last time you saw me?
::x:: Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
::x:: Do you think I could kill someone?
::x:: Have we ever had sex? no.
::x:: Do you miss me?
::x:: Do you think i miss you?

hello ma'am would you be interested in some sexual positions and emotional investments?

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 04:02:54 GMT

Ive decided that I hate everyone. Well not everyone. Not the people at my work and a select few that read this.

Ok I dont hate anyone. I just dislike a lot. Im not a very nice person. Oh well.

Im sick and I have the stomach flu. I think Im allowed to be bitchy. Im still deciding if Im staying home tomorrow. If I do, Jackie tell me what I missed. =)

That is all. Let the non exisitant slew of comments begin.

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 23:40:53 GMT

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...

Post this on your bulletin and....... Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere aol, yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chain you will be cursed with 10 relationship problems

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 13:40:32 GMT

Happy Birthday Mr. Ryan Reynoso. I <3 you.

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 03:39:37 GMT

Dear Journal,

Im going to be like Doug Funnie and write that everytime I write in you. I just got out of the shower. I feel very refreshed. hence the mood. Refreshed. Work today was bleh. I ate too much candy and not enough everything else. Little kids came into our room and trick or treated. They were so cute. I want one. For the most part though work really sucked. It was boring. Dont get me wrong I really love being at Cigna, but I think maybe because it was Friday, and I was worn out from the week, but today made me want to pull all my hair out.
I have a towel hanging off the side of my head.
I think I wanmt to clean up my friends list. Some people I just dont want on there, and hey if Im on your list and you dont want me on there, by all means! Take me off. I really dont care anymore. Its not really a populatrity contest. Im just here to write.
Things with Kevin and I are going really well. Im happy about that. I bet noone thought that would ever happen huh?
I just sneezed 5 times. Fun.
I have also made some really good friends at work. Im started to feel like this place is home. I want to stay here and at Cigna for a while. A long time prolly.
Im also glad that I decided NOT to vote. Yeah, yeah yell at me all you want, tell me how my vote could have made a difference, and maybe it could have, but I think Ill agree with Viggy on the fact that Im not educated enough on all this to make a good descion. I know if I did vote who I would probably vote for, but I dont feel secure enough in that descion to have it impact me. Theres so many things about this election that I dont know about and I just think Im better not voting.
and this is the end.

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 04:27:41 GMT

I hope you are enjoying ~~my best friend~~ your new best friend.

So this is what it feels like to be replaced. Eh. I already knew I had nothing left back there anyways.

This is what its like to be me.

Time to start anew. For real.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 03:44:54 GMT

hello. Ive decided to make a quick little update. Basically to to say happy birthday to my beautiful kitty. It is her 4 month birthday. YAY PIXEL. I love this damn cat more then anything. I cant even imagine being without her. I miss her every single day when Im at work and cant wait to see her. ok thats all. I love my Pixel.

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 03:22:00 GMT

hi. work is going well. they moved our seats the other day and i actually enjoy the people i sit by this time. friday is payday thank god, i can finally go buy groceries again. and have money for snacks at work. friday is also food day at work. i prolly wont be bringing anything though. i feel kinda bad about that. its getting cold, but its not so bad, just when i wake up in the mornings. We might have found a new place in wilkes barre. its not a two bedroom like we originally wanted but, its a bigger one bedroom, and kevin agreed that I could decorate the bedroom. =) An ikea just opened in philly so im excited about going soon. alright i guess thats about it. ill prolly update again in like a month. =P

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 01:14:36 GMT

I suppose I should make a post. I just havent been too into this thing lately. I started on Monday. Things are going well. I like it. I like the people I work with (most of them) and the trainer makes it fun. Tomorrow is friday and Im gratefl for that because even though all we're doing is training, it still starts to wear you out at the end of the day. Im really going to appreciate the weekends more. And pay days. Because right now we have zero dollars to our name, so we are trying to figure out how to get gas money to GET me to work or the next week, let alone eat. Once next Friday comes along everything will be good, and I wont have to worry about money anymore. I hate sitting in class sometimes and not even having the option to drink something or eat something. At least Ill lose some weight huh? Looking for a new place somewhere closer to Cigna. And bigger then this tiny little apt.Since we'll be making money now we can afford to live in a bigger place. I hope that happens before xmas. Im not sure yet what to be for halloween. I want to be little again so I can go trick or treating. Its amazing how when youre little you want to be grown up and when you are grown up, you want to be little again. Funny how life works. Thats all for now. Oh before I go, I realize how much I love sleep. How much more now I look forward to it. Sometimes after work I just want to come home and sleep til I have to go to work again. Thats what working a real, full time job with no days off between days are. But its ok. Because its worth it. Goodnight.

And after all we put each other through, id drive on to the end with you.

Hrrmmph

Snow Day.

The user on the bottom made the template but I changed the words.

everyone do this for me pleeeeease. *pouty face*

hello ma'am would you be interested in some sexual positions and emotional investments?

everyone do this for me pleeeeease. pouty face